Hope

There maybe something different
In many ways if hope
I don’t wonder what it maybe
For it can’t be too close.
There was that one day
In which to hold all strong
But days just fly by
Without any hope for the moment,
No matter what I’m doing.
There seems to be a lot, going on
Many seem in wonder,
Why I have stopped, in my way…
To the end,
Oh, it may go forever
I know not, till when.

A Glimpse

When I am over
And my time is out,
I begin to see
What I was not.

There was a time then,
A time when things where clear.
Now all is new,
And things have changes.

Though time ought to change
Things for the go0d,
Some have indeed gone,
Only for the worse.

No one here can feel
What I feel,
For it is too deep to understand
And very tiring it is.

Many days go by
Without a single tear,
When all of a sudden
All is a blur….. till the times’ end.

Someone

Tired are the days the days that I have these days,
Hurt are the feelings I have felt these days.
But, then it all went away, someway
For it all came to me, in different ways, today.

Someone showed me why I should live,
Someone made me want to give.
Someone gave me a reason to live
Because of that someone I am here to stay.

Loneliness went away for miles
And then all my life came to be mine,
I was today with all hearts smiles,
Because that someone was here,
By, my side.

Days

Last, was what it all became.
Be, was something it just happened to seem,
Gone, are the days, the good old days
Come, does time with some too merry.

Seem, to me that is what I do
Go on a road that seems so long,
Where, I go I seem not to know…
Look, for what I want oh so more…

Purpose, I have found, in my way
Stretch out to see, you and me,
Never before long, have I known this will end,
So go, that’s my way, till that day…

Good Bye

Desperate feelings that do come to me,
Yet, how can it all be to me,
The strangeness only occurs some while ago
Of the never ending feelings of years ago.

The timely time gives me time to think,
Of the air’s one of them put up today,
As I like to see “them all,” in one
The departure of that “one,” caused a loss.

Should time heal that wound I made?
Or let it heal from within “itself?”
Anyway all is done for the chosen one
Has gone through without saying a
“Good Bye.”

Accepting

Accepting what I see,
What I hear
And what I fear,
Is scary.

Learning the feeling
That has a depth
Yet is so uncomforting
To the thought.

Feelings are sour,
Every day and night
To the never ending tour,
I will go tonight.

Pain

Always,
Why is it me?
Only a small mistake,
Yet all the fuss,
Can’t make it out, the reason
If there be one.
Can this be the beginning of the end?
Or is there more to all this?
I have not a clue.
Leave me out of it all,
\I hope they would,
Very annoying it is,
All this treatment and the nothing.
Oh, how I feel trapped,
In my own soul of a home…
Let go, I will, if I possibly can,
All this pain on earth.

Miss You

The unusual, the mystic
The calm and the senseless
Nature yet the inner feeling
Come yet go…
Somehow, all is a mess.
A cobweb of feelings, in my head…
I wonder why all this mess,
To sort out, to solve, oh it is hard…
I don’t know what I miss,
Yet, those familiar voices, I know I miss.
My heart jumps two beats a time
To see them, to meet them,
For I miss them…
Maybe they don’t know, maybe they do
It’s somehow, very lonely and my days…
They seem very gloomy, if only I could,
My dream, of, for now, it seems
Is to meet my dears, for I miss them
Very, very much
A wonderful get-together,
A meeting of some sort
That’s all I wish for,
But it is too much…
I have guessed
Lonely though, yet unknown
I need to hear, then to see…
Oh my dears how I long to see you all
If you only knew, how I really really miss.

The “You”

That’s the way of life
That’s the way I live
Sometimes it’s hard
But I manage to live.
Coz there is no point in going on
There’s nothing I can do
But live life as I do
Coz I live for you.

Things come and go
You said you will stay
But that promise was just another word.
I thought I could trust you,
But you gave away,
You are like the others, only talk away.

Nothing seems to come to me,
Only the thought of you
Yet nothing keeps me alive now,
But the mere thought of you.
I hope that I won’t vanish,
For long I hope it will stay,
Many years to come,
For me to live each day.

Let me say I still love you,
For you are who you are.
And I can’t change the being behind your lovely soul.
I only hope you’ll remember me,
For I was once, your undying goal.

Fear

Today, something occurred to me,
May be I’ve got it, maybe not,
I don’t know….
But it hurts…
Pains to touch, even to laugh,
I’m scared…
What if I die? At least I’ll quit the world.

My friends, I will loose them,
Only the memory will I hold,
I won’t see or hear them…
Will I be able to go on like that?
By then I’ll be dead…Void of suffering.

It might be for the best, for this to occur,
Maybe it’s time for me to go…
Maybe I’ll live anyway… I’ll cure it…
I know I’m strong,
I can live through this…
I can…. I’m positive…

Even if I were to die,
At least I’ll die…..knowing I just had to go.

From the life of me

It's dark inside, coz my life is out,
You used to bring the light to me,
You took yourself out
From the life of me.

You always gave the thought
Yet look what has come to be,
You took yourself out
From the life of me.

I never thought
That I'd come to thee,
Before you took youself out
From the life of me.

Why didn't I shout
And tell eveyone of thee,
Before you took yourself out
From the life of me.

What is it that I ought to do
To bring you back to me,
'Coz you've taken youself out
From the life of me.

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When you smile
I feel butterflies,
When you say my name
I'm clouds above.

When you talk to me
There's no one on my mind
When you hold my hand
I'm clouds above.

All these things you do to me
Yet you know not about it.
Because you don't think of me
Like I think of you.

My wish is that I could let you know,
That you and I could make it out,
Only hope you don't mind,
That I only want to be by your side...

Loneliness

There's a feeling of loneliness,
I think about the comfort,
Not a thought given,
Not even saved,
Then there is this friend who comes,
Brings joy and happiness as he comes,
I think of all the wonders,
And give a thought to them.

Why do I feel queer inside,
What is happening right inside,
I'd like to ask myself,
But too much going on with myself,
This is what I think about,
Each and everyday....

Believe

I want to believe in you,
But you don't give me enough hope,
What I see in you,
Is all that I can hope.

You were a friend to me,
For the beginning,
You have to be,
Till the ending.

I have hope in you,
Dear friend you are,
I believe in you,
A friend you still are.

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It's your fantasy,
To live like this,
Don't go beyond,
All the things you do,
I would love to be,
The one for you,
But I guess there are many more.
You were more to me,
Than you could ever know,
Why do you treat only me like this?
I've really given up,
On all the hope,
That I could be someone special.
Maybe next time,
We maybe friends again,
Only then we'll be better than then.

Darkness

There is darkness,
Coldness shivering me,
Light and warmth once was here,
They have left me....
Through days of everlasting,
Coldness is vast.
Yet not a speck of warmth near me,
Close to me.
No light,
Eternal darkness falls on me....
Yet only the light could have been there to brighten me,
But it wasn't there...
Now in darkness and cold,
I lie awake,
Not knowing how to live in...
Confusion again,
I lie....

"home...."

The sky sleeps, the moon shines,
The air I breath is cool and soft,
To see the nice, the glories,
Must find my way, "home...."

Not a place to go, but to live,
A place to stay, yet to feel,
To shine like the stars above,
Where I can be me, my "home...."

People are there, with their best smiles,
People are there, with their soft most tear
The inner most joys and sorrows
To be shared, this place, at "home...."

Rainbows shine, after rain,
Flowers bloom and smiles appear,
"Friends" come and cheer "you"
Because this is the place I call "home...."

I am safe, I am wanted
I help and I receive
I play and enjoy myself
For this place is my place, my "home...."

Secure as it can be,
To help me be myself,
To gaurd me, to help me,
My "family", my "home...."

Everlasting Days

The times we've spent,
The moments we've shared,
Are unmeasurable by me.

The talks we had,
The tears we shared,
Are unforgetable by me.

The happiness you brought to me,
The love you give me,
Are all treasured by me.

So my dear friend, share your thoughts with me,
About the times we've shared,
For they'll be dear to me.

Sorry

Thoughts wonder, it is bothering,
Tears, be sorry for me, know not how,
Shall I, be forgiven..
A great crime, of feelings,
Hurt by my stupidity,
Shall I live.
Drifting along, the sky, wonders,
Will I be punished; oh yes, most heavily.
A crime, my guilt, makes me mad.
Not that I will leave you alone,
Precious flower, for the storm to blow over you,
I shall always sheild you.
For my mistake, I'll always be conscious.
In my heart, tears flow....
Bring together the joy that lost,
Please find a way.....
A desperate request,
For you and me,
Foever shall be,
if you want it to be,
Dear, old friend....

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The leaves blew in the far away land,
Sky heavy with sad thoughts,
Ready to bury them in our hearts on the werge of a down pour.
Loneliness, the sky seems to know,
For there it is, ready to seek us.
Yet of what I've done I don't know,
For nothing 'curred in the black hole....
Might it have been these drops,
Of icey power they beheld,
Though not able to understand........
The down pour occurs.
May it cease the uncomfort,
For thus I bring to them.
Yet let them seek the comfort thy wind brings today.
The darker it becomes, for the leaves tell,
That it is time for the worst to come,
Not of what has happened to be,
Light goes.....
Bye light but you take with you, all the goodness of the heart,
Don't.
Let there be....
I shall hope, a brighter future,
Tomorrow......

The Girl

You were the sun in the rain,
And the joy in our sorrows,
But now you care not about anything.

You got responsibilities and duties on your shoulder,
Your head is a busy bee hive,
Which is too full as if to explode.

No one can do anything to bring you back to us,
As the humble girl you were yesterday.
Yet now, you are teh grown up girl of whom the world knows, today.

Sadness From The Heart

Many understand life though of no life they see,
People believe in the future of to comes they forsee.
Love comes just as a word of hearty joy and temper see,
There isn't any long lived love of friendship if no one is thee.

They ignore whom they love for great heads the grow,
Friends conceal their pain and gain for they are of no real grow.
Joy is just a word were teh thorn pricked needles grow,
No man has ever wondered through the lonely hearts that grow.

Never be of a friend that will be of a bore,
For your life consists of many who'll think of more.
You ought to lighten up for there ain't no more,
Life is fading away more wuickly than ever more.

So do a turn of merry, joy and be of your heart,
Love and cry, joy and laughter all from your heart.
Be the one you want to be from the bottom of you heart,
For me & for you, the greatest pains live from your heart.

Changs of Life

Hearts ache and grief deepens,
Many memories come to mind,
never have I felt more sad,
That it should occur after I left.

Things have changed,
People have changed,
Nobody knows of what is going on,
They are the reasons for all the more sorrow,
For love and sorrow are bound to be.

There isn't any love without sorrow behind,
Or any friends without enemies,
They are the two sides of the coin,
And life,
Reality, should always overpower
The mean picturerisque, illusion.

Unknown

Life blinks upon the unknown earth
Cool air floats around
Nothing seems to be what it is
It's ceased to be true.

Things change, so true it seems
Help comes, to calm the needed soul
Forgiveness cultured by everyone, should
Bring peace to the world.....

Where has the love gone?
Worlds a place to live, not to die.
People, go about...
But where..... It is unknown...

Sorry...this all seems a mess
This is the world today..
Children of tomorrow...
Have no hope...

Don't lose it... It'll come back
Hope for the best, It'll come...
When, is not known
But, I'll tell, it will.....

Thank you

You are the shining light of my heart,
You are the soul reason for my life,
You make me so happy,
That I must tell you,
Thank you.

You make me feel, that I am good,
You give me life to all my years
You give me a purpose for my life,
That I must say,
Thank you.

You give so much love to me,
You care so much about me,
That I must say,
Thank you.
And I love you....

Thought of You

Years become weeks,
Weeks to days,
Days in to seconds,
For the mere tought os you.

I become timeless,
My life worth a while,
Everything more purposeful,
For the mere thought of you.

My life, a haze
All dreamy & unclear
But the sunshines to make it clear,
For the mere thought of you.

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Shining bright
The stars up above,
Days go by
Without any means.....
Things to do,
Yet seems unimportant
Questions,
Millions, as they seem....
Wonder,
Where you are...
'Coz I miss you....

One Day

Clouds floats by,
Days and hours go by,
Yet something is missing....
No noise, no laughter,
Nothing merry to keep you going....

The purpose of life lost,
In the game of life,
Life seems never ending.....

Friends not there,
Near enough and close to you
To cheer you up when you're down....

Nothing seems to be what it is...
Yet, something tellsyou to live
Eventhough life is a bit down...

Life has it's own plan...
You will realize...
One day....

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When you smile,
I feel butterflies,
When you say my name,
I'm all yours.....

When you talk to me,
There's no one on my mind,
When you hold my hand,
I'm clouds above.

All these things you do to me,
Yet you know not about it,
Because you don't think of me
like I think of you.

My wish is that I could let you know,
That you & I could make it out,
Only hope you don't mind,
That I only want to be by your side.....

Robes of a Muse

i was once a robed queen,
but then i was unclothed!

i ruled beside a flowing river,
of molten gold and silver.

and then my downfall,
one day arrived.

she was a doom upon my countenance,
a curse upon my vestige.

and that is the story of this robed queen,
who is now unclothed!