I wish I were Something

I wish I were a rock
I wish I were a stone
I wish I were something
With feelings not.

I wish I were a tree
I wish I were a vine
I wish I were something
With feelings not.

I wish I were a bat
I wish I were butterfly
So I can be deaf and blind
To all that surrounds me.

I wish I were a bird
I wish I were a fish
I wish I were anything
But a human being!

Beneath It

She smiles her 'sun shine smile'
Laughs till she is out of breath;
But beneath it, you can see the sadness.
She helps people,
Goes about her work;
But beneath it,
you can see she misses someone.
She cares for her friends,
Tries to make a difference;
But beneath it, she is longing for a kind word.
She maintains confidence,
Her head held high;
But beneath it, she seeks support.

Awed

Though annoying he can be
There are times I simply treasure.
A day spent with him, Is in laughter.
Rest assured!
A little painting he has drawn,
"Akki" he calls out
Shows me his 'little effort'
And asks, "can i send this to you?"
I merely smiled and thought how idiotic.
But to see, he had taken time
To draw his thoughts
And kindly bestowed them to me!
I felt very proud I must say
To have my little brother
Gifting his treasure to me.....

Wish

Wish could tell you
what you mean to me.
Wish could tell you
to solve all my life's confusion.
Wish could tell you
about everything.
Wish could tell you
to be with me.

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Jump at the slightest things I use not to,
Only thus for a few months,
Came uneasiness of what I were not...
Patience of which once I were,
Left, left me alone.
Don't know why.
Gain it,
I'll have to,
But to cure me of .... save it!
It's hard in a place of new,
Make new of everyday things it is,
They know not how it feels,
Yet seem to, only pretend of it.
Why thus, should it be,
no more.
End, why not, all of this??
But let... let it be stronger,
It so at the golden thread,
Lined in red......
Not asking for more,
Even if wanted,
Not to pursue,
To become.
What??
Life's no more.
Yet no one knows.
Take it, it is of me,
Of what I want most.
Understand, most useful it is for me.
Don't. Don't go,
Please stay here with me....

Forgive Me

This was the first time it happened between us
I'm sorry I caused you the pain
You were hurt real bad, that I saw
After which I didn't know what to do.

I never meant to hurt you as I did.
It was all unconsciously done
I am really sorry for what I said to you
So please forgive me, for what I said to you.

You cried long hours and never spoke
You were disturbed very much at your heart.
I ask forgiveness from you whole heartedly
For I'm sorry for what I said to you.

You were cold to me and it was icy between us.
I've never seen you all mad like this
Your forgiveness will silence me about this
And I'm sorry I'll never speak to you.

Myself

I'm a lonely star, that shines alone
In this deep dark world
I live alone, all alone
I've no one here, only me for myself.

Something tells me that it is wrong here
There's nobody except for myself
It was lonely then, now i've fixed myself
Adjusted myself to what they want me to be.

There are many things that ought to be fixed
For I am only here for myself
People change but the never, never understand

I think out loud for me to hear
What I have got to tell myself
Then I know that I will never go wrong.

No one here, only me for myself.

Nothing

There's nothing there to see
People around the world come to see
Life is like a circle, just as the earth can be
Nothing, there's nothing there to see.

Think of the merry old days
People come to have fun
Joy and energy flow through the sky,
The breeze that flows tonight.

Fun times are coming
That's why we are here
Enjoy every moment
Life is short, too short to see.

Come and go all seasons
With reasons for my hate
I don't know what it is that I hate
'Coz life is short, too short to see.

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I am strong for I hold on,
I can be me for I breathe,
I can go to see the world,
Where I live in happiness.

Can it be that there is something going on,
For this world seems to be turning on
Th only life i see, is burning out
Then I see, there is life there for me.

There can be, no life to me
In this world where everything is free
I go on, to see the me
To try and find the lost life of me.

It's Up To You

Come on now, what do you wish to do?
Sing a song and make it happen
There are many things, that you could do.
Come on living, come on living.

Start looking around, see the difference
Take a chance, and make a change
It's up to you, to enjoy yourself
Make a difference, take a chance.

Give us joy, make a change
Give us love, for you all the love
It's up to you, to enjoy yourself
Make a move, see the difference.

I Promise You

I promise you, to be by your side.
I promise you, to be your friend.
I promise you, to hold your hand,
And never will I leave you alone.

When you walk, I'll be your shadow.
When you breath, I'll be the air.
And I always will follow you everywhere,
'Coz I promise you to be your friend.

You're not alone in this wide wide world,
'Coz I will always will be your friend.
And I promise you that you'll always
Know I'm by your side....

I Don't Know What It's Like

I don't what it's like,
I don't what it's like.
But there's something in this life of mine.
I don't what it's like,
I don't what it's like.

But when there is something
I don't feel like
Wanting to know what it is
Because I don't know what it is like.

There's nothing in this life I know
'Coz it is too complicated
And my life all the time
Is something I don't know, what it is like

I don't what it's like
But there is something, in this life of mine.

Like A Bird

I want to be like a bird
Fly away I'll see paradise
The world's changing and everything is very very different.
I can see.

I want to fly away like a bird
Free, ready as I can be
Like a bird.

With my wings all spread out wide
For the world to see who I am
I want to fly away like a bird
Free, ready as I can be like a bird...

I want to fly far away
From the world I live
To see...
Paradise....

I shall fly, fly and see all i can
From my eyes..
To see...
Eternity....