Hate

Such an ambivalent feeling,
Coming in all forms and sizes.
An instant and spontaneous thing,
Unknowingly your heart it seizes.

Names and faces you want to thrash,
You think you can, but you realise you cannot.
Things seem to fly and crash,
But where you want to, it does not.

Is it worth it you try to think,
Sitting where you are, on the fence.
Still on the edge, on the brink,
What other can you do, but be like hence?

Months Over

Heartbroken by something true
Didn't know what to do.
Day and night just to get through
Would simply try not thinking of you.

Trying hard not to cry
Would heave many a sigh.
To leap the hurdles did I try
Only to realise time is high.

Over the months with a dark heart
Would walk alone many a path.
Hard it was for the heart to part
Did then ride life broken, not looking forth.

Painting a smile over a bleeding heart
Showed the world I was alright.
Was told I should have a new start,
Who was I fooling when I wanted to fight?

Beginning

Because of you the sky seemed gray,
Or so I thought.
But the sun was shinning brightly,
I saw.

The air was thin and time was short,
I felt.
Breathed again and eternity came,
I realised.

Smile with joy and be happy
Thought I'd never be.
But live alone and walk the roads again,
That I do.

Who you are

Remember when you are feeling down
All the good you do.
Don't let what the others say
Get the best of you.

Lift your head
And walk the path,
The paths of love and joy.
You will love the moment's serenity
And the lasting peace inside.

Remember no matter what they say,
You are the best you can be.
You will always be remembered
For who you are,
And that is the best!

What will happen?

Anger, hate and mistrust.
That is what engulfs us everyday.
Betrayal and insecurity
Is what surrounds us each day.

What happened to loving one another,
Trusting and believing in each other?
What happened to the helping hands
And the sense of security?

Must we all lie in a false state of bliss?
What happened to equilibrium?
Is it never meant to be, but erode?
What will happen?
And when will it all change?

Pondering

As the thunder strikes again
And the waves crash on your face,
You sit a moment to ponder
What all this has to mean.

The glow of red yonder
Gives comfort beyond reason.
You hold the peace within you
And wish nothing would change.

The dark clouds seeping in
Reminds you where you are.
You know you have to return to the
Storm and the snares.