Because of You

Because of you I feel safe,
Yet you bring insecurity to me.
Because of you I feel the love,
Yet you manage to 'unlove' me.

Because of you I carry this weight around,
Feeling like my heart will explode.
With love, uncertainty, care and security,
Yet, you make me feel unworthy.

Because of you I have not a care in the world,
Yet, 'coz of that, I'm in danger.
I despise you for making me feel this way,
My heart is yet to realise you're unworthy of my feelings.

I Miss You

Shining bright
The sun up above,
Days go by
Without any means....
Things to do,yet seems unimportant
Questions,
Millions, as they seem...
Wonder,
Where you are...
'Coz I miss you...

At Peace

I'm at peace with myself
For having told you
What I feel.

I know of no regrets
As I feel lighter at heart.

I hope our friendship will not change.
That you wont look at me like I'm tainted.
Coz I value your friendship.

I will bare whatever changes
That may come,
With your attitude towards me.
I can't help that.

Yet again I say I know of no regrets
Coz I feel at peace with myself.

I know you're at shock,
But am sorry it wasn't intentional.
It just happened to be.

Finally I say I know of no regrets
As I can sleep in peace.
Without you i my dreams.

Yet, I want you to know,
I don't hate you or despise you.
I am still your ever loving friend,
As always.

Love you loads......

Note : After many sleepless nights in wanting a way to put my thought to words, today however i succeeded. I don't see it as the best of the works, but I guess I did some justice to myself. I just want to sy I feel free and I value your friendship still more, even after what happened.Thank you for everything!