I finally want to see more

Confusion strikes!
As I realise I am lost in his world.
The sites are familiar and comforting.
Yet, I don't know what to feel
Or how to feel.

I look around again.
I feel like I am lost. 
I find his familiar touch and I know I am okay.
Sometimes he feels like home.
But it is a scary feeling. 

The grass is green here,
And the sun shines warmly. 
I have seen rainbows and swarms of butterflies.
I know the gardens are watered and well-kept.
And I know for sure, this is where I want to be. 
Because I finally want to see more.