December feelings

Why do I feel this way, 

My heart sinking low? 

I see them hands entwined 

And wonder, where you are so. 

I hear the laughter and the cheers, 

Missing the merry merth myself. 

I look around at the joyous faces

And wish I felt equally so. 

Singing, dancing, worlds colliding, 

I wonder when mine will be.

I miss the days when I was one, 

One with happiness and glee. 

- Robes of a Muse