Because of You

Because of you I feel safe,
Yet you bring insecurity to me.
Because of you I feel the love,
Yet you manage to 'unlove' me.

Because of you I carry this weight around,
Feeling like my heart will explode.
With love, uncertainty, care and security,
Yet, you make me feel unworthy.

Because of you I have not a care in the world,
Yet, 'coz of that, I'm in danger.
I despise you for making me feel this way,
My heart is yet to realise you're unworthy of my feelings.

I Miss You

Shining bright
The sun up above,
Days go by
Without any means....
Things to do,yet seems unimportant
Questions,
Millions, as they seem...
Wonder,
Where you are...
'Coz I miss you...

At Peace

I'm at peace with myself
For having told you
What I feel.

I know of no regrets
As I feel lighter at heart.

I hope our friendship will not change.
That you wont look at me like I'm tainted.
Coz I value your friendship.

I will bare whatever changes
That may come,
With your attitude towards me.
I can't help that.

Yet again I say I know of no regrets
Coz I feel at peace with myself.

I know you're at shock,
But am sorry it wasn't intentional.
It just happened to be.

Finally I say I know of no regrets
As I can sleep in peace.
Without you i my dreams.

Yet, I want you to know,
I don't hate you or despise you.
I am still your ever loving friend,
As always.

Love you loads......

Note : After many sleepless nights in wanting a way to put my thought to words, today however i succeeded. I don't see it as the best of the works, but I guess I did some justice to myself. I just want to sy I feel free and I value your friendship still more, even after what happened.Thank you for everything!

Shadow

I don't think of you much

But I know you are there,

Closer to me

More than anyone could be.

Thy walk is such grace

Sometimes I wish I were you.


Thy beauty is astonishing


That I forget, we are but one!





When seeking comfort


I almost forget you.


Thou art like me,


Coz thou art my shadow!

Better In Time

Heart broken to a million pieces
You think you will never love again.
With a stroke of a paint brush
It all begins to change.

The gloomy days you thought will follow,
Happen to fade away.
And the bright light of many a loved one
Begins to show its face.

One heart has let you down,
And you think that is the end.
But when you feel the love of them all,
You know it all gets better in time.