I wish I were Something

I wish I were a rock
I wish I were a stone
I wish I were something
With feelings not.

I wish I were a tree
I wish I were a vine
I wish I were something
With feelings not.

I wish I were a bat
I wish I were butterfly
So I can be deaf and blind
To all that surrounds me.

I wish I were a bird
I wish I were a fish
I wish I were anything
But a human being!

Beneath It

She smiles her 'sun shine smile'
Laughs till she is out of breath;
But beneath it, you can see the sadness.
She helps people,
Goes about her work;
But beneath it,
you can see she misses someone.
She cares for her friends,
Tries to make a difference;
But beneath it, she is longing for a kind word.
She maintains confidence,
Her head held high;
But beneath it, she seeks support.

Awed

Though annoying he can be
There are times I simply treasure.
A day spent with him, Is in laughter.
Rest assured!
A little painting he has drawn,
"Akki" he calls out
Shows me his 'little effort'
And asks, "can i send this to you?"
I merely smiled and thought how idiotic.
But to see, he had taken time
To draw his thoughts
And kindly bestowed them to me!
I felt very proud I must say
To have my little brother
Gifting his treasure to me.....

Wish

Wish could tell you
what you mean to me.
Wish could tell you
to solve all my life's confusion.
Wish could tell you
about everything.
Wish could tell you
to be with me.

Untitled

Jump at the slightest things I use not to,
Only thus for a few months,
Came uneasiness of what I were not...
Patience of which once I were,
Left, left me alone.
Don't know why.
Gain it,
I'll have to,
But to cure me of .... save it!
It's hard in a place of new,
Make new of everyday things it is,
They know not how it feels,
Yet seem to, only pretend of it.
Why thus, should it be,
no more.
End, why not, all of this??
But let... let it be stronger,
It so at the golden thread,
Lined in red......
Not asking for more,
Even if wanted,
Not to pursue,
To become.
What??
Life's no more.
Yet no one knows.
Take it, it is of me,
Of what I want most.
Understand, most useful it is for me.
Don't. Don't go,
Please stay here with me....