Wednesday 18 December 2019

I am grateful for 2019 because...

A friend of mine recently started this initiative to privately tell a bunch of people about our achievements for 2019. It was simply titled "I am proud of myself because... " Having written down a list, I realised I have accomplished a lot this year, and that I have so much to be grateful for. This is why I am instead, renaming this post as 'I am grateful for 2019 because...'

Here's an extended version of what I shared on that group:


  1. For my family and close group of friends. 
  2. For my doggie's constant presence in my life, helping me through the difficult times in my life.
  3. I have become more patient and understanding. 
  4. I am more laid back. 
  5. I healed from a spinal injury within a year. 
  6. I am slowly but surely getting back to achieving my fitness goals.
  7. I am saying 'no', to anything that isn't good for my physical and emotional health. 
  8. I represented Sri Lanka twice within the calender year. 
  9. I have been recognised for my academic achievements. 
  10. I have submitted my research work according to my personal deadlines. 
  11. I have published a lot this year, both professionally and creatively (like the poetry on this blog). 
  12. I visited two new countries within the year. (My personal goal is to travel to one new country each year.) 
  13. I recognised my self-worth. 
  14. I embraced my inner-self and am enjoying my solitude. 
  15. I am fortunate to have met three elementry school friends after 21 years!
  16. I am healing and letting go of my past. 
  17. I have made new connections and some who have become good friends. 
  18. Of the opportunities that came my way and the professional exposure I have got this year!
  19. I realised I am lucky and blessed!
  20. For my colleagues who have been very supportive of me.
Wouldn't you agree that it's quite the list now? :) 

Monday 2 December 2019

December feelings

Why do I feel this way, 
My heart sinking low? 
I see them hands entwined 
And wonder, where you are so. 
I hear the laughter and the cheers, 
Missing the merry merth myself. 
I look around at the joyous faces
And wish I felt equally so. 
Singing, dancing, worlds colliding, 
I wonder when mine will be.
I miss the days when I was one, 
One with happiness and glee. 

- Robes of a Muse